DisappointMent...

haiz....gotten my CMB ca result and it was pathetic! it was way behind my expectations.... i can't believe it... sori "cute piggy" got my frastration controlled me....i went overboard and reacted that way.....anyway i'll feel better as time goes by.... i'll always think positive when this kind of thing happens.....but it's quite stupid...how r we suppose to know our mistakes if we don see our paper?? atleast i want to know where i did wrongly..... hopefully my fmk result will be better..... i dun know why, but i felt fratrated 2day....haiz....i feel there's something missing.....i feel like"ArGGG.....!!!!!!!!" Yesterday i went for the NDP motivator's selections...and we r expected to dance...guess WAT?! i was selected......i was impressed by my own achievements so far...... with e worldview conference and now NDP.... there're alot of opportunities since i went to ite(clementi) & i strongly believe that i wouldn't get this kind of exposure if i were to go to poly.........Anyway, as u know tat e o level results were released last mon and guess wat i've got C5 for my English....to me....it was the greatest improvement.....i, myself did not believed it when my mom told me.....haiz....life is sometimes unexpected and sometimes u have got to go with the flow....