Tuesday, August 16, 2005

{{sad BUT happy}}

we jus got our wad results 2dae n its not tat gd... or sld i say its not wat i expected... i've got 34.5 marks for tat ca...pathetic? i guess so... i was soooo silly to do soooo many silly mistakes... is like mr david even said he wants to "kill" me coz he didnt even xpect me to do these kind of mistakes...realli hate myself for tat...nvtheless, it was my 1st attempt. who knows i'll b beta nxt time rd? realli hope tat i'll do beta in practical n my pjt...realli gotta score high in order to maintain my gpa...come on juli! onli 1 more semester to go!!!!

i realli had excerted my limit of activeness!!! i'm feelin tired more often n cant realli focus. even wit all e activities in sch, i still wld wan to find a job for my personal income... realli dun wan to rely on my parents too much now. aft tis kl seminar, i'm straight to find a job!!! at e same time focus more on my studies-tat's wat i'm in sch for! n not to 4get my goals- to achieve e COM n proceed to poly. realli studyin n prayin hard tat i can achieve tis long term goals...

anyway, received a sms frm dinesh, my grp dance coordinator, tellin me tat there's a dance practise at dover at 5.30pm. initially, i didnt wan to go but when i was told tat naga scraped off our dance part as he wan to add new steps to a new song, i went for it...even thought i'm alone there, i wish e person who coordinate e time n place wld be on time. i reached e sch at 5.25pm n saw no one. i called dinesh n he said tat he was still at yishun! wat e hack!!! u told me e prac will start at 5.30pm n there's no one 2 b seen n u r still at yishun!!! its not e last min notice of e prac tat pisses me off but its thier puntuality!!! i was like sittin at 1 of e tables at e foyer for 45 mins n still no one..can u imagine? i was like wastin time...so at 6.10pm, i left. was in e bus n dinesh kept callin n smsin me n inorged, but at e 2nd sms n so many missed call, i decided to reply him... its not realli fair for either 1 of us but i guess by changin e steps n song it will definately take alot of our time jus to know e steps...excludin masterin it b4 e competition...

2dae izzint my day at all... waited in e sc rm for hrs!!! did my revision for tps ca on thurs...realli dissappointed wit my wad result...im gonna study like mad so as not to repeat e same silly mistake tat will coz me BIG time...guyz might think tat i'm nuts but jus to tell ya tat tis semester we do not have any exam papers to do except for tps theory paper other den tat its ca... is like i've already blew my 1st ca test... so u guys mus understand tat i need to tis to maintain my gpa... sounds stressful huh? hm...tat's life :)

1 more wk to e kl student seminar....

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