{{Dun Realli Care Animore}}

there was a reason y i didnt update much... there's so many things tat had happened, both positives n negatives once... the negatives onces are e last things tat i wanna type rite now. wat i had experience is such a painful one. wat do u feel when u opened ur heart to tat person cos of his kindness n self-less attitude? franckly specking, it was a totally a big mistake of me to xcept him n to open my heart to him... my heart which had been closed for 4 long years...rite now, i understands very much how piggy n siao cha bo feels...esp in relationships. aft being hurt, i guessed i dun realli care... wat happened, happens. things tat dun realli consent me, i'll jus blow them away n dun talk much. if u care too much u might jus get hurt. piggy might jus got irritated by my "bo chap" attitude. but i think she understands tat i need time... by not seein or come across him is e best way not to think so much. i think rite now, e best way is to jus block every feelings tat i got away frm any1. i jus dun wan to trouble pple wit my stupid feelings which i think its abundant. haha but i realli appreciates u gurls, supports. i think at this moment i need to keep my feelings to myself ... i hope u gurls understands.

anyway, e positives events tat had happened was on e 16th nov'05 where we went to watch HARRY POTTER & THE GOBLET OF FIRE. it was spectacular movie. e best part was tat i dragged rq, pj, jw n ty to watch it wit me...haha...we met at 1pm but e movie started at 6.15pm... so there were alot of tm to spend on...went shoppin ard suntec city...not much comments though... but realli thanz u gurls again for accompanyin me...

sch started yesterday, haha n boy! i'm gonna hav lots of tm to spend...haha...its like in 1 wk i onli hav to go to sch onli 3 times. n tats on mon, wed n thur. haha its so gonna b hard for me to get use to it. nv being goin to sch in less den 5 days b4....so weird... but wit tat, i can work...earn e money for my personal allowance n also to help my parents pay the bills...haha...

went to e SH briefing 2dae, n i was glad tat i came late. there was a talked by a specker named mr leslie which i met b4 n talked to ....plus i have heard his talked b4 so in anyway, i ddnt missed anyth...haha... e most impt part of the whole briefin was where SH talked abt the new module, PIC, where its all abt problem sloving based learning... it is beneficial for us becos it will help sm of us who are goin to poly esp those goin to republic poly n temasek poly where most of their pjt require those skills... frm my opinion, i feels tat we, BIT, realli goin towards e rite way... gettin e rite skills n learnin e rite techniqes... anyway, aft tat he talked abt e nxt module which is the EPB, where at e end of e semester, there will b a very grant ceremony, where there'll b presentations on e fina pdt of thier pjts... n big industries will b invited to witness e whole event... n judge hu's e best...wit tat, he gave an examples tat sm of us had done tis industrial pjt b4 n was successful to attact e client...den he pointed me out. "one sucessful ind pjt was e Pedalworks pjt. n their website design was launched on e internet. n was given recognition for their work. in fact, e team leader of the pjt is here. JUliana who is seated at e back..." SH. i was damn pai seh ah...sm of them turn ard to look at me...den hazmi said " kembang lah" means feels big headed now lah...haha funny guy. i said "ur head lah" to him back...it was totally embrassing...... all n all, it was a fine day...w/o a doubt...

-ciao

ps: gurls dun b too worried abt me...i'll b fine...