{{wAt an Exprience!!}}

hahaha....@ last i can activate my boardband...hehehhe...beginning 2 feel worry too....hahaha i'm so happy nowadays... 1stly, last friday, had my btt n i was nearly late...my btt starts at 1400hrs but i reached yio chu kang rd at 1350hrs.... so i got down e bus n took a taxi instead.tat was e 1st time tat i ever late for any tests/exams... u cld imagine how fast my heart beats...VERY VERY FAST!!!...hehe tat's not it... when i reached e centre n got into e classrm...luckly i didnt get lost finding e class...somehow i knew where e classrm located.... i ran up e stairs n entered e rm like a superSTAR!!! hehhehe 2 mins left b4 e test n i was breathless..... took e test n failed but ofcos sometimes u cant get wat u want @ a 1st try... naturally, pple will b sad when they fail... but for my case was different... i nv felt happier.... hehhe... u guyz might think i'm nutz but its true..... on tat day, there was alot of learning lessons.... 1stly, i know now, how e btt goes.....2ndly, i was really greatful to e taxi driver.... my life saver on tat day.....& lastly, sometimes, things wont go e way u expect it to go but when it does happen... jus think tat u might do better nxt time... 1 very impt thing is tat u sld nv give up.... always think positive.... i always adopt e smiley face n wld be laughing all e time... sometimes it's hard for pple to figure out wat r my feelings...i admit...i'm not tat open when its comes to tellin pple wat i'm feelin.... even though i'm laughin/smilling to myself... i felt happier... when i feelin sad/ angry....i'll always keep to myself becos i know i'll find ways to solve e probs n somehow i'll be ok... like e pharse "if there's a will, there's a way"... i find tat by tellin pple wat r my probs wont solves it...but it'll help, every little comfort, is precious... but i find tat by keepin ur secrets/probs to urself helps u to think rather den always relyin on other pple.... haiz.... tat's ME!! complicated huh??? sometimes, i do find myself tat way too....hehehe....u guyz will understand me oneday.... like piggy....she so wierd...is like we r 2 pple wit 1 mind....always know wat 1 of us is thinkin n sometimes, we have e same thoughts....mysterious world..... ciao :0