{{sOME thougHTs of mine}}

recently, i felt tat talkin to him was a gd way to jus 4get abt everyth... he keep me pre-occuppied n not thinkin of anth else... it was great fun talkin to him but recently, i jus felt tat i sldnt do tat. i sldnt entertain him n get myself involve too much into those conversation. i jus duno wan my heart to feel otherwise cos afraid might jus get hurt again.

i blieve tat i jus treat him as a friend n a gd one. he do kept me frm thinkin e unthinkable thoughts tat i have been thinking. my dear, piggy n siao cha bo, btw me n him are nuthin but jus friends. even if it came to a pt where hearts are involve, i shall b e one hu will avoid it. i try not to think abt having such relations now. i've got to focus on my goals. esp my ite goal n tat is to get the "COM". realli workin n studyin hard tat im able to get it. i like always said, wat've u planned initially mus b carry out not matter wat happened, u mus do ur best. n tats me.

2dae encounted a customer hu had an unusual behaviour. as usual, if i see a customer, i wld jus ask her whether she need any help. however, she jus shoked me off. she didnt even smile at me or say hi back when she entered our shop. it was pretty shocked n let down xperience. not only tat, i was standin near one of e shelve when she saw me n thought tat i was lookin at her son lookin at e toyz. den she asked me tat her son cant even look at e toyz issit? i was shocked wit the question. it was silly to fight wit her. so when i saw a caucasion customer, i straight away cut her off n ask e caucasion customer whether SHE needs any help. i know i was rude to cut her off like tat. but her xcusation was very out of place. accused me of things tat im i not wrong at. she is totally unreasonable. smtms, doin e rite thing, may not b e rite thing.

2dae was smth different frm any other dae.

-ciao