{{SnOw White & e 7 Dwafts}}

here i am again... went to watch e snow white & 7 dwafts show & *gosh* it was childish! haha... e show was like a duplicate of the barney show; wit kids screaming n saying out watever e MC or the narrator asked them to say. it was very noisy but was fun. it was like my 1st time goin to tis kind of concert. piggy, siao cha bo, jw n ty came along. i think they regreted goin though. seriously, i think they find it a waste of their time. i said this becos i, too, find it a waste of my time. i sld hav jus stayed at hm n sleep...hehe...esp wit e weather so calm n cooling... sleepin in ur comfortable rm wldnt hav felt even better... *gosh*

sorry gurlz bcos u might find me an irritating & quiet, wit nuthin to talk abt when we go out. i guess, there's isnt much topic tat we can talk abt. truthfully, i felt left out. both goin out wit 2 of u or even wit e guyz. i dunno..mayb becos no common topic anymore or mayb i jus dun understand wat u guyz r talkin abt. im jus angry n upset tat we dun realli talk much anymore cos there're too many pple ard us. i tried to communicate but it seemed to fail. im tryin to understand manderin n all but im still a malay n english is e onli language tat i wld prefer most of the time to communicate. i know tat everytm u guyz tried to compromise wit me. for example, the bbq... even hav a separate bbq pit for me. i can @@ e much effort u gurls took but its unnessary... i think smtms, when u gurlz wanna enjoy, u cant, cos i'll b e divider. obstractin every plans u gurlz planned. seriously, i reallii duno wats goin on in ur life rite now. totally blank. i know u mean well but i think i dun deserve such treatments. realli appreciate ur kindness & all.

aft all tat had happened, im no longer bothered abt e past. its nuthin to do abt tat guy or any other guy. its jus me being friendly. if im quiet means either, its not my dae or im not comfortable wit e surrounding (tis includes its pple). realli sorry if im acting weird all e time... i dunno, these few daes, i dun hav a life...e life tat i used to hav b4 meetin them. if u know wat i meant. its meaningless now. i jus dun wan to b bothered wit such things. realli sorry if i sounds harsh n might hurt ur feelings, but its true. tats wat im feelin now.

-ciao