here i am
*hiyiess* i guess im e winner for not updatin my blog for over 3 months haha... well... i guess i was jus plain lazy... but im here!
here i am, not to tell ya wat happened but i felt in tis 3 months...
there was a point where i felt that my life is lifeless...lifeless because, everyday, my life was like a routine; wake up in e morning, to go work, go hm, online, sleep and wake up again. tat's my life.
i once told anuar tat i was tired of working. felt like jus quiting my job but i was relunctant. manyb because i dun wan to work but i need to work. nelita told me tat her work place have vacancy so i'm considerin it. however, if i were to take tat job, it'll b hard for me to work with nestle because working at neli's place is a fixed schedule. u can't lie your way out. so kinda in a delima and still do.
good news for me! i've achieved one of my goals in ITE and tat was to b accepted in Nanyang poly. it was fast n furious. 1 sec, i was clueless whether i was accepted and e next second, i was on my way to my 1st lesson in sch. 1st day at e 1st hr, rq n i was lost. didnt know where was our class... but it was fond memories of our 1st day in sch. funny.
smtms gurls, i felt tat i'm ready to start a relationship but smhow, other thoughts interfered n doubts came into my mind. he asked me twice and i doubt he is goin to ask again. i know, guyz will only ask a gurl 2 times and aft tat if they stil dun accept, e guyz wil jus shuts up. the only reasons why i didnt accept is simply because he asked me through sms which u gurls i know i dun like. its simply because, it will sound much more meaningfull if he ask me face to face. i regarded him as more den friends. like bestfriends... we talked abt lots of stuffs n even personal stuffs. frm there, i know we both can tolerates each others flaws n nonsense. he is jus an ordinary guy who hav big dreams in life which i admire so much. mayb time will tell us where we are.
last monday, met him aft sch.. we watched a movie titled "take e lead". unfortunately, i was tired n slept during e most talkative part ever (meanin e part which "talk, no action") anuar knew i was sleepin. haha n he jus asked y i didnt tell him tat i was tired but i jus said its okey. haha it was silly of me to fell asleep. it was nice of him tat he didnt disturb me. however, was a little "pai seh".
hope there's some progression n if there is, surely u gurls will know... im jus worry abt u two... cos u gurls r always busy n tired... take a break n dial my number. i'll always b there. alritey..i think i typed too much... will try to update more often.
take care for now.
-juliz
here i am, not to tell ya wat happened but i felt in tis 3 months...
there was a point where i felt that my life is lifeless...lifeless because, everyday, my life was like a routine; wake up in e morning, to go work, go hm, online, sleep and wake up again. tat's my life.
i once told anuar tat i was tired of working. felt like jus quiting my job but i was relunctant. manyb because i dun wan to work but i need to work. nelita told me tat her work place have vacancy so i'm considerin it. however, if i were to take tat job, it'll b hard for me to work with nestle because working at neli's place is a fixed schedule. u can't lie your way out. so kinda in a delima and still do.
good news for me! i've achieved one of my goals in ITE and tat was to b accepted in Nanyang poly. it was fast n furious. 1 sec, i was clueless whether i was accepted and e next second, i was on my way to my 1st lesson in sch. 1st day at e 1st hr, rq n i was lost. didnt know where was our class... but it was fond memories of our 1st day in sch. funny.
smtms gurls, i felt tat i'm ready to start a relationship but smhow, other thoughts interfered n doubts came into my mind. he asked me twice and i doubt he is goin to ask again. i know, guyz will only ask a gurl 2 times and aft tat if they stil dun accept, e guyz wil jus shuts up. the only reasons why i didnt accept is simply because he asked me through sms which u gurls i know i dun like. its simply because, it will sound much more meaningfull if he ask me face to face. i regarded him as more den friends. like bestfriends... we talked abt lots of stuffs n even personal stuffs. frm there, i know we both can tolerates each others flaws n nonsense. he is jus an ordinary guy who hav big dreams in life which i admire so much. mayb time will tell us where we are.
last monday, met him aft sch.. we watched a movie titled "take e lead". unfortunately, i was tired n slept during e most talkative part ever (meanin e part which "talk, no action") anuar knew i was sleepin. haha n he jus asked y i didnt tell him tat i was tired but i jus said its okey. haha it was silly of me to fell asleep. it was nice of him tat he didnt disturb me. however, was a little "pai seh".
hope there's some progression n if there is, surely u gurls will know... im jus worry abt u two... cos u gurls r always busy n tired... take a break n dial my number. i'll always b there. alritey..i think i typed too much... will try to update more often.
take care for now.
-juliz
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